The fireworks are over,
That honeymoon stage,
And nothing can move forward
Until you turn that page;
And though that bitter feeling,
That never ceasing pain
Is running rampant through you,
You know it won't go away.
It makes you weep and lose your sleep,
And all these secrets that you keep
Are yours to bear and yours alone
About the sins for which you atone,
And you reach out with all your might
To the person who used to hold you tight,
Groping for care, but at empty air,
And you gotta realize there's been no one there.
Come down with me,
To the blackest of seas,
To the deepest part
Of a soul hidden away
Buried beneath
Broken wishes and dreams,
Memories and nightmares
That I've made up today.
Come down with me
Where we can't feel the pain
That others push on us,
Where we can just be numb,
We can watch as it bubbles
And the hurts float away,
And we won't have to settle
For what we've become.
Come down with me
To a place no one knows
Because no one can see it
And no one can invade,
We can hide in the shadows,
And just watch passersby,
And we can scream out our sorrows
And never be afraid.
Come down with me
To this place I call mine,
T
Weve been through snows of Winter,
Walked through the flowers of Spring,
And in these passing seasons,
Youve proven to be my everything.
You are the sun that shines relentlessly,
Youre the Moon keeping watchful gaze,
Youre the current that keeps me from going crazy,
And the upper that rids me of malaise.
Youve made me cry until I laugh
Youve made me laugh until I cry,
And youre the smallest speck on my coat,
And the eyelash that teases my eye.
You can be as annoying as sin,
And you can be as sweet as can be,
But in the end, you are my love
And that is everything to me.
Hiei's Hangnail: Chapter 1 by Yiku-Mitsui, literature
Literature
Hiei's Hangnail: Chapter 1
One day, Hiei was training in the forest, slicing down trees and the like with his katana. The fire demon was quite proud of himself that he could cut down such beasts of plants, so with every five, yes five, swings of his blade, he would increase his dexterity.
Alas, forgetting his count of five and instead replacing it with six, he lost his balance in mid air and began to fall. Quickly, he reached for a branch to cling to, but once he grasped it, he felt a sharp pain descend to the large knuckle of his thumb. With a bit of a yelp, he positioned himself on the branch, sheathed his sword, and brought his thumb into his line of sight for clos
To my immortal beloved,
Your mind has captivated me, speechless. Your heart is so full of hope and love that I have trouble believing that it's mine. Your voice sings to my heart and sends a cool breeze promising yet another unforgettable summer. Even now, over 100 miles apart, I feel your arms around me, protecting me from dangerous thoughts and relieving me of stress. When I look into your eyes, even in a picture, I can see how much you love me.
In return, I promise thoughts of you. I give you my heart and all of its love. I will sing to you and to God all the days of my life. Nothing will harm you ever again, because even in our distance
Long ago, she knew his touch,
Long ago, she loved too much,
Now she sits in the corner alone,
Now she yearns for what she used to own.
She never knew things would this bad,
Took for granted everything that she had,
And now she wanders from door to door,
Now she doesnt know her home anymore.
And the lights go down again,
Shes gonna fall onto the ground again,
Once she knows that she can stand again,
Then she wont reach for his hand again.
I do love him indeed,
Why else would, so lively, I dream?
Every kiss and touch Ive come to need,
A craving more profound than it may seem.
Ive felt his lips against mine,
Hes held me back from moving on,
Ive felt our hands bravely entwine,
Such that I still feel them when the dream is gone.
Beautiful dream, run not from me,
But return, with warm, open arms, each night,
Wrap around and hold me forever, thee,
But grant me strength to tell him what is right.
I don't know if he feels the same,
At dusk and dawn, I secretly pray
For this wild thought to end the game,
And to bring out my love for him through th
The biggest step forward
We are about to take,
The roads we will walk
Are lined by the choices we'll make;
But when I have fallen,
And all has seemed long gone,
You have been there behind me
To help me carry on.
And I will not forget you,
No matter where you are,
I will always hear your voice,
No matter how far;
So if you ever need me
To be there and hold your hand,
Just call and I will answer
No matter where I am.
Most of us have found love,
If not quite yet, we will,
Some of us will find good health,
While others will fall ill;
Few of us will suffer
Alone until the end,
But all of us have realized
What it means to ha
I cry as you give in to sin,
Helpless against darkness that pulls you in,
I can't believe you didn't win.
I used to think that you were strong,
But I can see now that I've been wrong,
I should have known it all along.
And now there's no way I can save you,
I'm taking back the heart I gave you,
I have my own sanity to care for,
So I can no longer be there for you.
This betrayal cuts me to the bone,
This life is better lived all alone,
But come back when you can stand on your own.
But don't expect me to wait,
You've discovered your own ways way too late,
I should have known to anticipate
That there's no way you could save me,
Y
The fireworks are over,
That honeymoon stage,
And nothing can move forward
Until you turn that page;
And though that bitter feeling,
That never ceasing pain
Is running rampant through you,
You know it won't go away.
It makes you weep and lose your sleep,
And all these secrets that you keep
Are yours to bear and yours alone
About the sins for which you atone,
And you reach out with all your might
To the person who used to hold you tight,
Groping for care, but at empty air,
And you gotta realize there's been no one there.
Come down with me,
To the blackest of seas,
To the deepest part
Of a soul hidden away
Buried beneath
Broken wishes and dreams,
Memories and nightmares
That I've made up today.
Come down with me
Where we can't feel the pain
That others push on us,
Where we can just be numb,
We can watch as it bubbles
And the hurts float away,
And we won't have to settle
For what we've become.
Come down with me
To a place no one knows
Because no one can see it
And no one can invade,
We can hide in the shadows,
And just watch passersby,
And we can scream out our sorrows
And never be afraid.
Come down with me
To this place I call mine,
T
Weve been through snows of Winter,
Walked through the flowers of Spring,
And in these passing seasons,
Youve proven to be my everything.
You are the sun that shines relentlessly,
Youre the Moon keeping watchful gaze,
Youre the current that keeps me from going crazy,
And the upper that rids me of malaise.
Youve made me cry until I laugh
Youve made me laugh until I cry,
And youre the smallest speck on my coat,
And the eyelash that teases my eye.
You can be as annoying as sin,
And you can be as sweet as can be,
But in the end, you are my love
And that is everything to me.
Hiei's Hangnail: Chapter 1 by Yiku-Mitsui, literature
Literature
Hiei's Hangnail: Chapter 1
One day, Hiei was training in the forest, slicing down trees and the like with his katana. The fire demon was quite proud of himself that he could cut down such beasts of plants, so with every five, yes five, swings of his blade, he would increase his dexterity.
Alas, forgetting his count of five and instead replacing it with six, he lost his balance in mid air and began to fall. Quickly, he reached for a branch to cling to, but once he grasped it, he felt a sharp pain descend to the large knuckle of his thumb. With a bit of a yelp, he positioned himself on the branch, sheathed his sword, and brought his thumb into his line of sight for clos
To my immortal beloved,
Your mind has captivated me, speechless. Your heart is so full of hope and love that I have trouble believing that it's mine. Your voice sings to my heart and sends a cool breeze promising yet another unforgettable summer. Even now, over 100 miles apart, I feel your arms around me, protecting me from dangerous thoughts and relieving me of stress. When I look into your eyes, even in a picture, I can see how much you love me.
In return, I promise thoughts of you. I give you my heart and all of its love. I will sing to you and to God all the days of my life. Nothing will harm you ever again, because even in our distance
Long ago, she knew his touch,
Long ago, she loved too much,
Now she sits in the corner alone,
Now she yearns for what she used to own.
She never knew things would this bad,
Took for granted everything that she had,
And now she wanders from door to door,
Now she doesnt know her home anymore.
And the lights go down again,
Shes gonna fall onto the ground again,
Once she knows that she can stand again,
Then she wont reach for his hand again.
I do love him indeed,
Why else would, so lively, I dream?
Every kiss and touch Ive come to need,
A craving more profound than it may seem.
Ive felt his lips against mine,
Hes held me back from moving on,
Ive felt our hands bravely entwine,
Such that I still feel them when the dream is gone.
Beautiful dream, run not from me,
But return, with warm, open arms, each night,
Wrap around and hold me forever, thee,
But grant me strength to tell him what is right.
I don't know if he feels the same,
At dusk and dawn, I secretly pray
For this wild thought to end the game,
And to bring out my love for him through th
The biggest step forward
We are about to take,
The roads we will walk
Are lined by the choices we'll make;
But when I have fallen,
And all has seemed long gone,
You have been there behind me
To help me carry on.
And I will not forget you,
No matter where you are,
I will always hear your voice,
No matter how far;
So if you ever need me
To be there and hold your hand,
Just call and I will answer
No matter where I am.
Most of us have found love,
If not quite yet, we will,
Some of us will find good health,
While others will fall ill;
Few of us will suffer
Alone until the end,
But all of us have realized
What it means to ha
I cry as you give in to sin,
Helpless against darkness that pulls you in,
I can't believe you didn't win.
I used to think that you were strong,
But I can see now that I've been wrong,
I should have known it all along.
And now there's no way I can save you,
I'm taking back the heart I gave you,
I have my own sanity to care for,
So I can no longer be there for you.
This betrayal cuts me to the bone,
This life is better lived all alone,
But come back when you can stand on your own.
But don't expect me to wait,
You've discovered your own ways way too late,
I should have known to anticipate
That there's no way you could save me,
Y
She walked down the dirt path with her head down, watching her gait with half-conscious interest. Her hands were buried in the cloth of her pockets as she ambled pensively down the trail, following the gentle current of wind and the browning autumn leaves that were caught in it. The path was worn and pressed as though by the soles of countless travelers, but emanated a spirit of still air and feral delicacy, like something untouched and ancient. There were two miles of empty trail behind her, and before her laid several more miles of snaking trail that had yet to claim her footsteps. Crisp and dying forests stretched out infinitely around her
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